March 31, 2012
Saigon, Viet Nam
I was up well before my alarm. I am still bothered by things I saw on Thursday. Today was a light day. We toured a well-run orphanage and an HIV clinic. We were free from lunch on.
Mike and I had lunch, and then we set about our souvenir shopping. I picked up some things, had a “Coca-Cola Lite” (Diet Coke), and returned to the room to dress for dinner. We had a lovely team dinner with awards and speeches, etc. Simmering under this all are several questions: Why does God allow such suffering for children? We have done so little: does it really matter? Did we make any difference? Why does Binh continue to do what she does?
I am baffled by the first question. The second and third must be answered with a yes—it matters and it made a difference to the children we touched. The question about Binh is interesting because there is no one answer, but very many. I think she closes her eyes and she sees the faces of hundreds of children. She sees the workers who care for them in orphanages. They are incredibly underpaid. She sees the stony faces of politicians and civil servants who don’t care about anything, unless you disturb their peace. She sees a spark of hope in a few Vietnamese people who get it -- they understand that orphaned and abandoned children matter.
I needed time after Thursday to get some perspective. I can’t say my mind is at peace. I can say that it helps to talk to teammates! Many Vietnamese people have great reverence for their elders and ancestors: Families really matter here! This makes what we saw on Thursday even more hideous and absurd. TOO MANY children are sold and used and abused. But all of us have a new appreciation for the many parents who accompanied their children to the clinics and listened and watched and learned everything possible to help their children. The two clinics near Da Nang were on a Saturday and Sunday. Almost every child had an attentive parent or grandparent. I need to remember this as I pray for the children Viet Nam.
We leave for the airport in an hour. It will be good to get home.
Signing off in Saigon,
James



